February 2012
I was talking to my brother and everything went black and I just fell back tried getting back up and fainted again. I dont remember any of this. I cant stop crying
Just fainted i cant do this …
My intake has only been less than 500 for the past month or two .. I just want to escape all of this.
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Hearing Johnny say “When’s my baby coming back?” made me realize I have no control over my emotions or actions, this monster took over me.
kaileyjanelle asked: You are NOT alone. You are beautiful, inside and out. When you posts things that are not sad, I can tell you have an eye for beauty. There is so much more to what is happening now. And you don't have to be alone and you will never be alone. You are worth so much more than I could ever describe.
The things people have said about me haunt me...
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Anonymous asked: cheer up :( why are u so sad beautiful?
I wish my dad was still alive.
I wish I could eat a normal meal without having a panic attack.
I wish I could get out of bed without blacking out.
I wish I had a support system.
I wish we weren’t getting kicked out of my house.
I don’t know were we are going to live.
I wish I could stop cutting.
I wish I could stop shaking.
I’d be so happy if I just had at least one...
I can’t stop crying,I can’t believe I’m going through all of this alone.
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I’m slowly dying. I haven’t gotten out of bed in weeks, I’m too dizzy to move. I’m content with just laying in my bed wasting away. This isn’t living, I’m barely holding on, and I don’t want to be saved.
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Every night I hope that I dont wake up the next morning.
i automatically assume everyone dislikes me unless every individual states otherwise which means you have to tell me yourself that you actually enjoy my presence in order for me to believe that you don’t dislike me how difficult is it to understand that
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At 145 I would have given anything to see the number 108, now that I’m 108 its just a number too me. I still feel just as huge, even more so.
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There comes a time where enough is enough and you realize you need to start lying to yourself. Nothing will ever get better.
